This morning, you were greeted with streamers in your doorway and a visit from the Birthday Fairy downstairs. Just like we do every year, for each child's birthday. But this year is different. Instead of the tell-tale yellow construction toys that you loved back when you were 2-5, or the strange boxes that would arrive from mail order butterfly catalogs when you were 6, this year, it's all about gears and motors and creation.

Your room looks like a funhouse, filled with all kinds of brightly colored things that come to life with the touch of a button. Your ability to read through those complicated instructions and turn those into real working models impresses me beyond belief. You live and breathe Legos and Erector Sets and Knex.

And that's one of the things I love most about you. When you get into something, you jump in FULL FORCE, usually pulling in everyone else around you as well. It can be exhausting at times, but I love to watch your imagination on fire, your unbreakable concentration as you plug through a project, your elation when you finish and it actually works.

Today, you're working on something that has 2,004 pieces and will stand a little more than 4 ft tall. That's funny...you were born in 2004 and now stand a little more than 4 ft tall. You'll get to break another board in karate to honor this day and then it's off to the Lego store, followed by the dinner of your choice (sushi), and the birthday cake of your choice (key lime pie). You were totally understanding when we discovered your sister had already opened your birthday present. You're up at the crack of dawn every day and chances are if I checked your pockets right now, I'd find some change and a bunch of Werther's original wrappers (I swear you're a 60-year-old man trapped in a 7-year-old's body). You are a funny little man, T. My quirky, funny, sensitive, technical, creative little man. And we love you...

As physically and emotionally and creatively drained I am this evening, I'm up late with my heart full of joy and appreciation. Of all the things that have gone wrong this week (broken camera, cold rain, and a very sick mommy), I am SO grateful for the many, many things that went perfectly right, including:

1. Adorable baby #1.

2. Adorable baby #2.

3. And a group of incredible women who have been my rocks over these past few days. There is so much talent here. So much personality. So much passion for the art of photography. I'm so privileged to have had the opportunity to work with you. Thank you to my girls of the "Wawa Sisterhood."

I'm not going to lie. These past few days have been an nightmare. I'm so busy getting everything ready for the Pinkle Toes professional photographer workshops that are starting next week and right in the middle of this, my Mac hard drive dies. Just out of the blue. Um. I *NEED* my computer like my child needs a hairbrush.

But I think the computer gods were smiling down on me (or perhaps it's because I *just* went through an external hard drive failure this summer), because we've been able to recover from this one pretty well. I've become a pro at backing up (all of my client pics are safe) and the guys at Apple were very helpful, too (for once, I'm glad I bought the extended warranty).

Two things kept me in check during this little crisis:

#1 My kids. Evidently, the world doesn't stop for them when Mommy is having panic attacks. Amry was so sweet to serve me up some delicious tea yesterday. I love that she loves to pretend. 

#2 Our first full-fledged, actual, real-life family photo session (that I almost considered canceling in light of my meltdown) with Bonnie -- or as Amry likes to call her, Miss Bunny Rabbit.  I *reaaaaaallly* didn't think it was wise to continue with the session as planned, but something told me that I needed it. I'm so glad we did. I'm so glad I had a good excuse to step away from my smoking computer and just be with my family for a while. And I met a new friend in the process. I'm very much looking forward to seeing the images from our evening and I'm very thankful that she helped me (unknowingly) through quite a trying time.

I was very proud of this year's holiday card for several reasons:

1. I honestly didn't think it was going to happen. I've had this concept in my mind (and Amry's dress in my hands) since this summer, but when the busy holiday season actually hit, I just couldn't imagine finding the time to take the pictures and then create and send cards. But with the help of my AWESOME husband and our new Pinkle Toes Office Manager (my mom!), somehow, we got cards mailed out.

2. I knew I was going to have to use my new lighting techniques I learned this summer and honestly, I was very skeerd that I wouldn't be able to make it work.

3. It was cold. And my kids were NOT happy about taking these pics. In fact, most of the images from that night looked like this:

4. And most importantly, it served as a visual reminder of my goal to TRAVEL more starting in 2011. We're ready to explore...to see the world...or at least give it a good start. This is why we homeschool and I know I want the kids to experience these places and not just see them on TV. We're going to start small by hitting a few places in the U.S. and see how it goes, but I'm very hopeful we can make it happen. I'm VERY excited about 2011!

But for now, I think we'll take a little break and hunker down at home to enjoy this Christmas. Thank you to everyone for a wonderful 2010 and I wish you the most magical, wonderful, special, and love-filled holiday season ever!

Much love,

Michele